Tuesday, May 5, 2009

SO WHAT!


So what if the sky is blue and the grass is green and the moon is full

So what if the wind is blowing and the trees are gently swaying

So what if there is fog all around and the snow is falling

So what if the leaves are falling and the sky is showing all colors

So what?!

So what if the children are playing in the ground and the old couple is walking hand in hand

So what if the home is warm and cozy and the whole family is having dinner together

So what if the bird is making a nest to lay eggs and the cat is licking its kittens

So what if the sea is deep blue and so silent you can hear a pebble drop in it

So what?!

So what. . .

Saturday, May 2, 2009

A WILD MAZE

A reader might judge me as wise or lame! How then is it possible to guess who I am? I am not the only one thinking on the same line. But there are times when I think I am the only one with such brains. I am even capable of imagining myself in the lowest pit of the society. I seek help, I seek knowledge, I seek pain, I seek comfort, and I even seek undefined love. I know I'm a human-but wait; is not mass the quantity of matter a body contains? Am I that large mass of cognizance? Who knows? -I do! -How come? - Oh nonsense, why because I am a man!

It is a wild wild maze. Am I one of the stereotypes? They say a bride needs to look pretty so makeover is essential. They say US is a super power so it is reverent to bow. They say it is mundane to go to church, mosque, synagogue or any other place of worship and so it is! They say that having milk over fish causes stuff like –itis, -emia, -omas or –megaly and I believe them?! ‘You are such a priest’, they say, and that is the final word. They say ‘Wow it is an Italian glass and it becomes unique.

Ever heard of Jeremy Bentham? He designed the famous panopticon style prison consisting of several cell blocks interconnected by main administrative block. What exactly is a “panopticon”, anyway?

The means by which the abstract space of the machine and the social space represent a unifying theme of utopia spatial organization. Bentham struggled for decades to promote his vision of how reconciliation might be accomplished through the construction of his architectural and social experiment; the panopticon (all seeing place) – each cell would be separated by walls on either side, so that the prisoners are “secluded from all communication with each other”. A window on the wall facing the building’s exterior and an iron grating facing the buildings interior would ensure constant surveillance over the activities of each individual by an inspector who was located in a tower at the center of the panopticon. This surveillance was unidirectional however as a set of blinds covering the windows in the inspector’s power would prevent prisoners from watching their captors.

In the modern times Bentham’s panopticon concept could be integrated into many social functions. The organizations of our private relation, “are like so many cages, so many small theaters, in which each actor is alone, perfectly individualized and constantly visible.” Like the prisoners in the panoptiscopic penitentiary, the citizen “is seen, but he does not see; he is the subject of information, never a subject in communication”.

We have so rigidly created our own worlds that we forget that this phenomenon should not focus on the structure of the architecture but on “the space between the lines”.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Aik Kamra e Imtihan - by Amjad Islam Amjad


بےنگِاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتے ہیں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گھُماتے ہیں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتے ہی جاتےہیں
ہر طرف کَن اَنکھیوں سے بچ بَچا کے تَکتے ہیں
دُوسروں کے پَرچوں کو رَہنما سمجھتے ہیں
شاید اِس طرح کوئی راستہ ہی مِل جائے
بےنِشاں خوابوں کا کچھ پَتا ہی مِل جائے

مجُھ کو دیکھتے ہیں تو
یُوں جواب کاپی پَر ہاشیے لگاتے ہیں
دائرے بناتے ہیں
جیسے اِنکو پَرچے کے سب جواب آتے ہیں
اِس طرح کے مَنظر میں
اِمتہان گاھوں میں دیکھتا ہی رہتا تھا
نقَل کرنے والوں کے
نِت نئے طریقوں سے
آپ لطُف لیتا تھا! دوستوں سے کہتا تھا

کِس طَرف سے جانے یہ!
آج دِل کے آنگن میں ایک سوال آیا ہے
سینکڑوں سوالوں سا ایک سوال لایا ہے
وقت کِی عدالت میں
زندگی کِی صُورت میں
یہ جو تیرے ہاتھوں میں ایک سوالنامہ ہے
کِس نے یہ بنایا ہے
کِس لیے بنایا ہے
کچُھ سمجھ میں آیا ہے

زِندگی کے پَرچے کے
سب سوال لازِم ہیں..سب سوال مشکِل ہیں
بے نِگاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتا ھُوں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گُھماتا ھُوں
ہاشِیے لگاتا ھُوں
دائرے بناتا ھُوں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتا ہی جاتا ھُوں

Monday, April 27, 2009

"Dekhna taqrir key lazzat keh jo uss ney kaha
Hum ney yah jana keh goya yehee meray dil mein thaa"

A Midsummer Night's Dream, Act 4, scene 1

"The eye of man hath not heard, the ear of man hath not seen, man's hand is not able to taste, tongue to conceive, nor his heart to report, what my dream was."

Friday, April 24, 2009

Mind like Water

Smooth...everything around me is calm and silent..as if nothing has gone wrong..how and why? Nobody nobody seem to know...strange world out there..people die and nobody nobody knows....sigh

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Surrender

himmat-e-iltijaa nahii.n baaqii

himmat-e-iltijaa nahii.n baaqii
zabt kaa hausalaa nahii.n baaqii

[himmat-e-iltijaa = strength to plead]
[baaqii = remaining; zabt = tolerance/restraint]

ik terii diid chhin ga_ii mujh se
varnaa duniyaa me.n kyaa nahii.n baaqii

[diid = sight/view]

apanii mashq-e-sitam se haath na khe.nch
mai.n nahii.n yaa vafaa nahii.n baaqii

[mashq-e-sitam = practice of tormenting/oppression]

terii chashm-e-alam_navaaz kii Khair
dil me.n ko_ii gilaa nahii.n baaqii

[alam_navaaz = consoling when in grief]

ho chukaa Khatm ahad-e-hijr-o-visaal
zindagii me.n mazaa nahii.n baaqii

[ahad = promise]
[hij-o-visaal = separation and union/meeting]


Faiz Ahmed Faiz